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.Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ' 5:33 PM Y

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hop to my 2nd blog at http://auntysues.blogspot.com
=)

.Monday, January 07, 2008 ' 5:25 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

on 31st December 07.
in the car with my cousin, farhanah and dad. heading to jurong to send some stuff to my mum customer. then dad volunteer to go home from there by train.
so left with farhanah and i.
Drove round2 jurong just to find the way to go woodlands!
guess wad we almost got hit by this mpv car.
wasnt that car fault. was mine.
aiyoh! farhanah grab my hand.
our heart beat so cepat! fuuh!
both muke pucat. haha..
so drivers and riders dont use your mobile phone when on the road.
trust me. i was shocked.
and blind spots is very2 important.

After an hour we got the way right. finally
we found woodlands. see akmal because of u.
i go round2 jurong.
btw sorry la didnt get to see u dance.
but at least get to watch video.
you guys did great la!
congrets guys!. keep it UP!
Countdown!
5,4,3,2,1!
2008!!
fireworks!! yeeha!!
nice2!

zac,fan,udy and myself countdown together.
sorry to tan cause we tot u meet saiful.
after that we sesat again. drove to town.
parked at marina square. lepak at esplanade just to meet mimi.
aiyoh u r! hang aroung with his group of friends.
then off to send udy home than eka and i got home
at 5plus am.
my simple countdown.

how i wish u didnt lie to me and we can spend time together. haiz..

.Wednesday, January 02, 2008 ' 2:29 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

HAPPY

NEW YEAR

EVERYONE!

.Saturday, December 29, 2007 ' 1:46 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i was told that ayba has come to an END.

.Saturday, December 15, 2007 ' 9:45 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

mY brother's wedding.

that is picture of my family.

alhamdullillah everything is fine. all settle down. all of my aunty and uncle and mummy is very busy 2 days before the wedding. alotmore pictures but this gonnatake quite a long time to upload. i will if only im free aiight. been month i didnt update. haa.. busy liow.. busy with relationship prob, work.. everything is fine nw. we go on our own ways. insyallah we will meet again kalau da jodoh.. oh well.. im enjoyin myself nw. hanging around with work friends and only friends. just chillin and wait for the right time.

till here gtg for nw..

.Thursday, September 13, 2007 ' 4:10 PM Y

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exams over! finally but trust me my result is gonna be suxs. i did study but nothing i can remember when doing the paper. haiz..

went to jb with mummy and aunty along. went to tempah baju for my brother marrige. i hope it ganna be nice. back form jb straight meet my bf. get to spend some little time with him before hes back in camp again. yeah! went to lagoon and have late dinner with him. finally i got to eat my fish! which is ikan pari! yippie! tummy all full! chill by the beach jus for a few mintues and got to send him back home. he get change and off to send him back to camp! everything goes smooth on the road.. till one part at PIE! traffic jam! accident! and yah i hate traffic jam. only one lane is open for everyone to move. yah i dislike riding in between cars and lorries. and i manage to ride at the side of lane 4. all the way to the front! and i SAW a men lying down. oh my gosh! im shock its a motorbike (cbr 150) and a van. i didnt see any blood. thanks! finally traffic jams offer! road back to smooth. reached to the destination. and bf back to camp. ride back home by myself. and finally im home! weeee.... just cant wait for saturday, bf POP! i'll be there with your mummy okies.

now wishing all muslim people

SELAMAT MENJALANNI IBADAH PUASA!

.Wednesday, September 05, 2007 ' 11:20 PM Y

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i miss my bf.

will see him again in 10days time which is his POP! i just cant wait for that. miss you.

Today. was so free no plan.

Woke up early and went to arab street with my mummy just to search for kain for my brothers' wedding this november. haha. i choose it. i home it will turn nice.

then off to geylang to take a look at my baju raya but none i like. this year im looking for chill and simple baju. have but very expensive. and when the quality is not that good.soo forget it. gave up just wait for my bf and buy together. hah.met ogy there. and drive to my home. have a quick change and we both to east coast macdonald to do some revision. which is from 5plus till 10pm. thats mad! we didnt realise. time goes so fast! now im home waiting for bf to beep me and talk to him! yey!

till here.

i love my bf.

.Saturday, August 25, 2007 ' 11:57 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i cant sleep!

Friday, 24th august 07

was my frist training at ivic from 7am -1pm.

was very tired and cockups.

noted that everyone from sitel will moved to ivic on 1sept.

then change to mon,26th aug and NOW today! wth!

everything is unplanned. so much of cockups.

started work today from 9am - 1pm. cant stand any longger.

alot of calls and yet system jam, when we send orders hubs didnt receive it and yah unexplainnable ar. me and ogy get so fedup!

about most of the things. especially my contract timing. ah! wont be there for long. just wait til i get a job. i'll see how smooth will the company go.

lastly its d's mum birthday!
SELAMAT HARI JADI KHAS BUAT CIK (MAMA)
haha.. so how d. donuts or famous amos???

fadli! miss you!
i see you tomorrow alright i'll fetch you okies.
love euu d.

.Monday, August 06, 2007 ' 11:00 AM Y

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SATURDAY, 4th August

his second book out!

fetch him from camp and send him back home. get change and out to bugis to buy some stuff and have out late2 lunch at tong seng. proceed to marina square jln2 then meet my work friends there and proceed to east coast for bowling. played for 2 games.

and hav our supper at sempang bedok. back home at 1am and off to sleep. now fad is in back.

.Monday, July 30, 2007 ' 4:15 PM Y

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hey - hey what u guys trying to do huh!?!

on her 19th birthday

TODAYS TOPIC IS ZALEKAH SALLEH

sweet? well.. answer yourself.

let me just share with you about this beautiful cousin of mine!

she love him. ALOT! damn lot!

BUT! that stupid boy didnt open his eye big and think using his brain. he gets what he wants. almost everything. he made lods of promises with her but he break the promise most! 3 in one!? hell IDIOT sia. she stayed calm and be strong. she stay and with him she let him choose what he wants. and its HER he chose. so i as her cousin of cause i want he to treat her best! but no!

i dont understand what else he wants. all BITCHES please stay far from him as u know he's attached. especially his EX's. please open your eyes wide and see that he's attached! zac is still standing strong. and yeah if this still continue. u know what will happen pul. my cousin can get better guys. not like u! but she still chose u!

BECAUSE OF LOVE ok.

THINK LA SAIFUL! THINK!

lastly i miss my dd! hee..

.Sunday, July 29, 2007 ' 11:55 PM Y

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SATURDAY morning.

woke up at 8.00am with a BIG smile!

shower.. get change.. and im out!!

ride slowly chilly steady all the way to ang moy quee camp.

tho i cat wait to see him!

staying cool. he says he booking out at 10am. so i reached there 09.45am.. see i cant wait to see him. and guess what he booked out at 11am. met him. feels like hugging him but no.

he is in his UNiform. 'respect'!!

ride all the way back half way home then HUJAN!

im wet! sent him home. and i followed him up.

only his mama, himself and myself. dry my clothes up.

chill awhile. then we out to pay his bike insurance etc..

then mama called to be home fast cause we going out. so yeah went to his house back. get change then out to tanjong katong complex. his mama wanna watch this show. im not sure what. while mama and the husban watch me and fad-fad went round and round.. got nothing to do i search for nice design of baju raye.. heee.. hav but very ex!

well all that ended at 5plus pm. so we walked to 89.7 coffee shop to have our dinner. met kak mala and abg fandi there. had our dinner then at night myself, fad-fad, kak mala and abg fandi went to marina square to watch movie. the simpson! 6/10.. not that good. went home midnight.

SUNDAY morning!

work shift starts at 8am but i reached there 9am! woke up late la! what the hell sia aibah! i changed shift with a friend so i start early and finish early but then i came late! arrr... bad bad! i hope i wont do it again.

met fad-fad then to beach road bought his army stuff. then to LUNCH! at kallang macdonalds. my smelly ns boy wanna eat fries! heee.. cian dier ey.. k la cut is short. send him back home to rest and myself to rest. mum's back i get to borrow car so i fetch him from home and send him back to camp! sad sad very very sad. tk spend enuf time pun.! nvm d all this will end. sooonner orr latteer..

now im home bored. ok lah. i wanna hug the bear he bought me and eat that merci chocolate! yum2!

D thanks for everything! muarkx! lurp u lah!

.Thursday, July 26, 2007 ' 11:48 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

twO days to go BebEh!!
i miss him..

.Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ' 1:04 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

FOUR days to go!

he's booking out soon!

oh dear. i just cant wait. i miss him to the max!

i'll fetch u i promise.

d, i love you.

.Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ' 10:52 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

*aYbA*

oh gosh!! i really miss this guy since 130707.

he left me alone!! but he have no choice, to serve the nation. =(

fadli i sware i MIss you. damn alot.

i just cant wait to see u. i'll fetch u ok. arh!!!

I MISS YOU, AYIE.

bab`ZAC`fan

ok that pic was taken on zac's 19th birthday at VIVO city. jus got back from SENTOSA. cool! it was chilling. and im SURE zac enjoy urself there. tats my birthday kiss for her..

.Saturday, June 30, 2007 ' 11:55 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

"HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY

TO MY DEAREST FARHANAH ABDUL RAHMAN"

celebrated her birthday yesterday. firstly.

i finish work at 7pm.

everyone plan to meet at my work place at that time.

but late. met them at 8.00pm.

all rush and off to The Cathay to watch movie (transfomer).

reached ON TIME!

all get in the cinema and get seated.

movie starts at 8.45pm ended around 11.00pm.

ride all the way to teck whye. wan hav to take something.

then all ride back home.

home at 2.00am.

simple and nice outing.

sorry guys not able to take photo due to low batt.

farhanah i hope u like the gift that i gave u.

thanks saiful, wan and fad-fad!

for tompaning zac, fan and myself.

wan! i think u improve.

improve depan aibah jer! haha.

and i will not forget that junction at tampines.

thanks to saiful's bike. haha.

saiful please remember to bring your LICENSE, IC and BIKE INSURANCE when riding.

important things.

well.. have fun ahead people.

going out again later.

to escape theme park.

will update again.

my bf dont allow me to dance without a reason. understand?

.Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ' 11:30 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

IM BACK! went bei jing and bangkok for 6days 5nights!

anybody miss me????!!!!

nice holiday but i was damn tired. no rest not enuf sleep! short shopping hours! BORING! food at china was terrible same old food. reapeating for the 4days. but food at thailand was great. yum2! i CLIMBED THE GREAT WALL OF CHINA hehe.. very the long, hot and tired. but fun, interesting.. i even have the cert! "cert".

didnt buy anyting for friends and cousins. as i was so stupid! i really want that slipper for the cousins! but waktu tidak menentukan. SHIT! will update some pictures later cause now i cant find the camera box which have the USB wire bla bla bla...

suporse to work yesterday but i didn turn up cause i am really tired. not ready for work. my foot is diying. willbe back on thursday my contract day!

well thats all for now..

.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 3:43 PM Y

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SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!

Aidil & Khadijah

030607

semoga bergembira selalu.

kekal hingga akhir hayat!

Zalekah & Thuwaibah

the very unforgetable day! wearing that nice kebayas and we ride! hee..

Aibah & Afad

well.. just stare at the pic. sweet?? kuangs!

.Friday, June 08, 2007 ' 2:54 PM Y

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went to school as usual. but reached school late. on purpose. haha.. its already junE. very fast. exam on september. very very soon. but yet plaining to go holiday with my mummy to beijing cum bangkok. from 19th - 24th june. but still to be confirm. hehe..

not i got nothing to do. viewing people's friendster and chatting.. while waiting for someone to be awake! abd yeah. working later at 6pm.

sadly, im not able to go for netball training today. due to the not understanding job. well jus wait till i got the letter!

.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 1:11 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

went JB with cousins and all.. all as in no mums and dads. just US! went there with the Super BIP bus. the seats was superb! i jus love the bus. fad fad join ud. last min just one and a half hour before reporting.. haha.. its lucy that u follow. or else im gonna be boring cause the trip was really bored. me zac, e, f and alip we all together but alip go independent most of the time.. haha.. didnt shop there. nothing to buy. but forcing myself to buy atleast one thing just because i've change money so it gonna be a waste if i dun use it cause i dun go JB always.
nothing much to talk about.

night!

.Saturday, May 26, 2007 ' 10:50 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

YEAH!! i got it back.. im rockin again.. heeee...

welll now you guys can just beep2 me anytime hee.. can msg me already.

change to a old phone down grade..haha.. but sadly some of you peeps number is gone! cause i save it in my phone.. hee.. sorry if i dun recornize your number if u msg me ..

nothing much happen lately.

just that i've have someone to share my prob and yeah yeah to..

haha.. nevermind!

i've slack alot at work. as in attitude wise.

i'll give one kind of fcukin look once the stupid SLs attached me to new tranie. errh!

and when i didnt get to go for my 15mins paid break. like imagine la u worked for 6 hours and no break for u? come on la we are humanz.. my eyes and body neeed a rest! sharkx!!!

and also work short hours. long hours only once in a while.. so tis month pay not gonna be a BOOM! but slump. huh? haha. nvm. im bored now.

slept over my kakak sedare house yesterday. with fan and zac. slept at 2plus am and woked up at 5.45am just to go work. 7.30am to 11am.. haha.. lame?yes!

back home take some clothes and off to kakak sedare house again. slack around while waiting for mr e to confirm with miss z, and mr f to wake up from sleep and call miss a.. haha... plans are all vanished thanks to sir e. haha.. sorry ah im just so pisst off. ok i met mr f. sorry zac cant bring u along cause we only taking one bike.. sorry yah.. so me and f proceed to town. had dinner the to esplanade met his friends and aleeyah.weee... thats my baby gurl. hee..

got home early and here i am very boring. =(

working im the morning tomorrow and not able to come to work in the afternoon cause got to go MUAR.. weee! some thing to be done there.. i need to find replacement. if no replacement then too bad i still need to go. haha! okay got to get change for chatting on the phone with cuzzie and to bed! nyte!!!

.Tuesday, May 01, 2007 ' 12:53 AM Y

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TAKE NOTE!

Friends please take note!! DO NOT SMS me please. i WONT be able to read your messages. my phone is spoilt. i can only RECEIVE CALLS.. so please. if any important thing to tell jus CALL me ok.. thank you for your co-operationss.

~aibah~

.Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ' 7:04 PM Y

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Hello everyone. been very busy lately. since i have my own bike! hee.. last saturday planed to meet leeya. so our meeting point was at somerset mrt at 7.30pm. but i reached early really early so guess who i saw there. haha.. full of boys.. (ijal - hafiz - arwin - azry - hafeez - alfi - farid - khiar) i was shocked cause all that unplanned. and yes i joined them. walked all round at town. while waiting for leeyah. so after all the walk and i met leeyah.. we both had no idea where to go. so we join the gangs well since ijal just bring his spark out. hee..total of fice bikes. cool! cause in the only gurl.. haha.. lame! ok i love the outing that day was really great.. first to esplanade and chilled by th bay. ok that part was so bored. lucky arwin give us an idea where to go. We all ride all the way to arab street. had our supper there and shisha'ing.. that was my first time.. heee.. i just like the smell.. emmm.. nice.. olright times up for leeyah to get home to catch her last bus. tot of sending her to tampines int and she will take bus from there. but since all agreed to follow me send her to her crib so all the way we go to punggol! haha.. very near. after sending her home then the boysss proceed to OCH and me to home. well guys, i had fun. tho that is a normal thing you guys do.. hehe.. anything beep2 alright! haha... RIDE CAREFULLY PEOPLE!!

THE NEXT DAY, sunday..

worked at 9am till 5pm.i was so sleepy tried to find replacement but no one. so i fully force my self to work. and yeah did it. went home straight after work. tot i could sleep but my mum auntie at my crib watching HIKMAH 2.. haha.. so i joined them till 1am only. and i couldnt make it. so i slept and MONDAY morning like normal to school. fetch fan from school back to my home take my bekal to work then off to work. yeah... on that day. work was mad! dee! u watch out! stop telling people that gilera is my HOT-HOT can!!! i was just joking to make life at work fun and exciting la!! he's already attached. stop it alright gurl.. haha..

THE NEXT DAY, tuesday..

i didnt go school. i slept late and couldnt wake up. but that day i was busy settling something. At home lyin down and when SALHAN called! asked me to come to work within one hour and they pay me $9 per hour. ok i come down and worked from 2pm to 4pm only.. haha.. after that i straight go swensens work from 5pm to 11pm.. haha.. see busy right! once at work get to know short of staff. hah. called somepeople. but couldnt make it. due to something is rather more important then helping swensens just once in awhile. hah. so we have to continue working. i cant feel the busyness outside cause i was doing cashiering. okok.. all done. finished zac home and me home sweet home.. TODAY there is no school! yeah so i continue sleeping and work at 2pm to 6pm. then here i am. HOME!! weee.. will be working straight days this week no OFF cause all short hours..

well take care people!

.Sunday, April 15, 2007 ' 4:05 PM Y

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SHIKIN's 19th Birthday.

fetch her from her home then to parkway parade. celebrated her bdae at pasta mania.

and that cake is baked by OMAR. so sweet of him and the cake is SWEET too! celebrate till like four plus pm. then omar and kyn go kayaking! haha.. hope you guys have fun!

HAPPY HAPPY 19 KYN!

big enuf already!

muarkx! take care!

after the party i went to swensens and meet zac. then we proceed to fan house to give her some comfort. well. u knoe. 'pasrah'.. hee..

waited for zac sis to give us signal and out to have supper boon keng eat soup kambing! but before that i drove to bedok and fetch fan's mum.
drive? haha.. all excited cause fan's mum give the green light to ride her husburn car. haha. ok theres no probation plate, and guess what we do? screw driver and unscrew my bike's plate and use it for car! haha.. jadi sangup sei.. but its ok once a while.. heee. after fetching fan's mum. blablabla..getting more people in the car.. and which they make me confuse.. haha.. finally reached. we all ramai2 eat! i dun wanna eat but that two big berok keep forcing me to buy food! ok well i jus go with the flow.. haha.. see now im fat! hee no kidding!

drive back to fan's home. and everyone rush to the toilet to much water in our tummy.. hee.. and there is where me and eka look like someone gonna rob someone's bike1 haha.. its my bike we fixed the probation plate back.. so kecohs u know. haha.. and again gonna meet them later now to my neneks house.

im sorry im just full with plans these few days.

~smile~

see you bufflows agains laters =)

.Sunday, April 01, 2007 ' 1:09 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i got what i wanted!
yippie!!

.Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ' 1:29 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

thanks for the answer, ma.

.Sunday, March 25, 2007 ' 4:20 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

alright im bored totally bored.
need not have to go work today just because i extend till 2am. so they are like beein fair with me i extend for them and i dont have to go work today.
and now im bored. totally bored ok.
khiar went to work and my preety ex went out with "friend".

ey u! come on tell me that u hate me. tell me that u never once in love with me. come on come on im waiting! go with the new bitch that u are with now. go free with her but just one thing. meet me personally and give me that white top of mine back. why u keepin that for its jus a plain white tee shirt. I JUST NEED U TO ANSWER MY QUESTION! its not hard rite. thanks.
i love u. but now i guess hate u..
i hate u cause u didnt answer my simple question.

thats is halfly done. got to get change and out of home and meet my nieghbour. good bye.

25.03.07

.Saturday, March 24, 2007 ' 2:10 PM Y

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he y! afternoon people!! hotty saturday at bedok i must say..
plan to go out with hafeez n gf and khiar. hah. but i cancel cause im still in pain. and i wouldnt want to sit on the bike and go rounding? oh no.. not at this time. i can feel the heat the most i'l be lyin at hospital again. fuuh.. going to sleep after blogging cause i had my medication already. and of coz i will be awake by 4pm.. anyone wanna out with me? come on beep me. but i must get back to work at 9pm.. so have fun people.. muarkx...

and to the crews that going for sho'case dance competition. good luck all the best all out people.. sorry not able to come.

i lurr but now they suxs!
opps sorry.

.Friday, March 23, 2007 ' 1:40 PM Y

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im forcing myself but who cares.

THEY SUCKX!

. ' 10:55 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i miss that pic.

i miss the place.

i miss the person tat went there with me.

ok morning everyone.

i just cant wait for end of this month.

once all settle then i happy. im worried. just worry that my pay that i will be getting is not to my expected amount after minus CPF. than there is wen i die! haha..ouhhh hopefully not.

back to work yesterday. and like some of my work fwen knoes about me asked"aibah are u ok? dont faint ok. anything not feeling well go home". yahyahyah.. iM FINE! working again today.

to euu. read my msg to u already? thats true. thats what im feeling now. alright thats all for now got to get myself change and out to dentist appointment.

remember i still luring euu.

.Wednesday, March 21, 2007 ' 10:30 PM Y

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im sick. i dragged till im hospitalized! oh wel. unexpected. im down with low blood. im out, i mean i asked for it. i like that place. preety relexing. but just hated the drip! arrrh irritating.. its lucy that i fall really sick after my TP. my friend and i went for circuit and road revision and went thru the hot weather and etc..woke up early in the morning even planned to meet at 6am but i came a bit late. both sat in the bus with a stress face a face for bed. wen we reach cdc bike are all position in the centre. we get more neverse. went for the 1 round trial. and waited for our turn. such a hot and long day. 11.30am everyone in the room att 90 of us. about 10 people was called my number was so close.everyone is waitong for the door to SHUT! and yes! door closed! everyone jump and shout for happinest. and of cause i and hafeez is very happy cause we both make it! we pass our class 2B tho my points is not that satisfied. as long as i got that licence and promise myself to ride carefully... well hafeez is already riding on the road now with his x1.and me still waiting for time to bring my spark 135 out. may be end of this month. insyaallah. i actually wanted x1 too! but my bros says that x1 price when sellin back is low and wad so ever. so i just wanna make it short so spark 135 is ok. i just cant wait for that moment. and that is wen my cousins will start to fetch them to school or work. i can do that if only you guys wont disturb my sleeping and working thime alright.. wee.. and get ur own helmet!! haha.. i can meet ma whenever i want i knoe the route to ur crib !! yey! ok i miss him.. btw thanks to shikin, zac, fan, iman, khiar, omar and akmal for visiting me at the hospital. happy to see u guys.. i slept alot at hospital. i love it. weeeee...

now i got 13 days MC! but who cares i still wanna go to work.. need to save some cash.. yeeha..

to mimi mentel. im sorry im not able to join the dance comp with u guys really.. im so sorry... do ur best guys.. muarkx!!!

.Sunday, March 11, 2007 ' 1:52 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

woke up early in the morning and off to work.

work finish at 12pm and went straight home get change then to search for my exam place tomorrow. and yes we went round and round and yes we found it.. so khiar wil be sendin me to school for exam tomorrow. thanks bebey..

and then to town. walked to taka and watch dance works.. they are playin games and i didnt get to watch fami's group!!ma was there too.. weee got to see him.. miss u bebeh.. well i was told that they won third place.. hey thats not bad!! weather was damn hot. went home and get change again and off to east coast park! cycling!! cycle all the way to parkway parade to meet kyn... chat chat chat.. and cycle back to east coast.. time for us to return the bike.. and ride all the way to lagoon have our late dinner.. i have no idea what to eat.. cause i have no mood to go and survey. so khiar did all that for me.. and guess what! he odered ikan pari bakar! thats my fav and his udang and also chiken wings.. gosh that is alot for the two of us! we force ourselve to finish all that and we did it! my head pain is getting worst. and i can feel that i falling sick. and i wont be able to go work the next day.. so khiar ride me to nearst clinic that is still open till late night on saturday. and yeah get my MC and called my shiftleader to find replacement. and yeah all done..reached home get a fast wash up and to bed... and i wanna thanks my dear khiar for all that. thanks alot.. luv u.

.Friday, March 09, 2007 ' 1:20 PM Y

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hoola...

one exam paper is done! but sadly i didnt finish the three assignments. i only have enough time for two assignments. gosh gonna be an F la! 3 more paper to go.. monday's paper is Principal of Marketing and Business Communication! wow! im so scard. like i cant remember any single thing from POM! what am i doing sia.. arh.... Tuesday is my last paper i just cant wait for that. next week is a tuff week for me. im just scard!!!!! ARRR.....

gonna work later at 4pm till 10pm.. bringing my notes along.. STUDY AIBAH STUDY!!!!! things going rough this few days. i hope this will get well soon. haha.. they talked.. ok u guys happy? great!

ok im hungry! i want junk food!! weeee......

.Friday, March 02, 2007 ' 1:27 AM Y

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holla!
exams next week! and i've been working straight days jus 1 day off.. will be working tomorrow till mid night same goes to sat and full time on sunday. i shud not have accepted the offer from my shiftleader. they asked me to extend this sunday and i agreed! but i actually already have plan!! how?? i was surpose to meeeeet maaaaaa!!!! larh... i cant ask for change. ma how? change day can tk? saturday? or the next week? please please.. so sorry about that lei.. really!!! see la this is wad will happen if your mind is all at work to earn money and save for something that you really want to buy.. hahaha!! you will soon know what isit that i crazy for.. haha... its already late not sleepy yet. no one to talk to right now so start bloggin.. ma's out to club! and khiar sleepin!!! no pwen..
wakin up early to CDC later.. gotta settle something which i hope i will get that money back! oh please $62 is alot!!!!!!

.Friday, February 23, 2007 ' 11:35 PM Y

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miss my hair (in the pic).

not only that, miss those time too..

well.. whats over is over. memories remain.

ma will still be here to be my listening ear. right?

i'll find him regardless i hap prob or not.

well me u and me, friend.. u r still some1 special

to me okay BEROK!! huggs! see you soon aiight boy.. cant wait for my free long jhon meal form u! haha!!

ok i am such work freak for the moment..

need cash for eheem.. but been skipping swensens for two days already due to clash timin with sitel. sorry swens, pay over there is more tho less working hours.

so sorry.. well some talked to me regarding my pay but he still wanna see me at work and have a longer conversation. weelll.. i dont know when i work there again cause i took one week off at swens next week. weeee.... if were to increase also i work swens 2days in a week cause i've found this new job. and need to focus till april only. cause its a contract.. too bad.

ok till here for now.. got to call bucuk.. have a good night rest people.. taaa...

.Monday, February 19, 2007 ' 11:01 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

been very busy lately.. busy working busy earning money just for some saving. weee... doing two jobs now. but less working hours at swensens OFCOZ! why would i work there for hourshours and at a small pay when i can get higher pay at somewhere else. heee.. well this sitel job only for three month hopelfully they will extend my contracts.. and yah for increasin of pay, must we ask the manager or they will increase the pay for us? any idea??

hahaha...

okay off to bed...

.Tuesday, February 13, 2007 ' 12:01 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

yeasterday was a tiring day. woke up in da morining to cdc do my circuit revision and then to school and back to cdc for my pract.. weee... a very hoty hoty day. and IM DARK now! menjemoh je at sun! haiyoh...
thanks nizam for the rocking ride to tamp.. i loike!!
hahaha... u r finally legal to drive yah...

A day to Valentines Day!
see u soon ma.

.Saturday, February 10, 2007 ' 1:04 AM Y

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thats so sweet..

valentine's day coming!!..
weee... swensens having a couple meal @ $69 +++
do come down and have a good meal. heee...

ma.. meet you soon aiight. have something fer you..
huggs!

gosh i met a 3 years lost friend!
and like haha.. i cant stop laughing and thinking about something. GOSH!!

ok night!

.Saturday, February 03, 2007 ' 10:07 PM Y

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1) preety.

2) sweet.

3) sexy

4) nice

which u prefer most?
haha..

got a new job. not bad. but this job can make me go FAT.! really.. theres always something for me to munch. non stop! just take a look at my tummy. oh dear. this is way too much. i cant take it. feel really uneasy with my body like this. have to start to exercise BUT.. heeeee... ok nvm i will try.

and yeah. i wanna wish congratulation to my cousin zalekah cause she have been promoted to part time supervisor. congret gurl.. happy working to all swens crew! haha..

to mimi mentel. u shud know whu u are. heee.. insyallah one i finish my exams i dance with u k. im freee.. no group. heee... I MISS dancing with YOU. hope to see you soon..
huggies.

to akmal. heee... too much thing to talk about. wee.. lonooog time nooo see ha.
huggs!

to shinx! later i link u la.. lazy ok u keep on changing add.. haiyah...
*bluek. =P

and my bucuk..i miss you too.. miss spending time together. sorry cause im busy lately. nxt week too so wont be getting to meet u everyday like we used to. heee..
i love u darl. muarkx! =*

ok my eng sucks alot.

so bye!!!!

.Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ' 6:30 PM Y

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me!! haha..

they threw me in the POOL!! its cold!!

shinx and me..
thanks for the sweet prizie dear...

the bucuk2..
haha.. he came to my belated bdae party..
he slept over together with me, zac my elder sis and her daughter. weeee..... had lods of fun at the chalet. it was surpose to be a 3days 2 night. but we bookout early so jus a 2days 1night. haha.. wasted but still worth it. the chalet cost $20. hah! bookin sunday but i came late.star. and slept over. woke up early bf send me to school and fetch me from home and to the chalet again. weeeeeeee.....

i love euu.

these are the only clear pictures i have.

.Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ' 5:26 PM Y

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dinner at SECRET RECIPE

YUmmie..

wad a mess. weee.. we are so fuull cant finish it!

peees...

and super duper 'cute' bdae gurl here.. haha..

went to VIVO city with khiar have our dinner at SECRET RECIPE.
a fantastic bdae this year. i love it..

after dinner went to east coastwith khiar to meet my auntys and uncles.. played bowling. hee.. about 10 people in one lane.haha.. and then like usual too eat! supper at arab street.
my dear khiar send me home! muarkx..
at work zac zy ana and more make me a cake. 'home made' cake haha.. but nice ok. all my fav things are there. maf, scc, dip cherry etc... wweeeee...

i got a small bear and a rip curl wallet from zac!
a big card, a bear, puma belt and a mini card from my bucuk, khiar!
a top from forever 21 from huda!

thanks all! i love it!
thanks. thanks. thanks.

you people make my day! weeeee....

.Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ' 8:20 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

morning to school.
to work form one to four pm only. jus three hours of work is enuf. heee...
to mum's shop just help out. from there send cik mabi back to her crib..
then here i am at HOME!!
just waiting for my guru ngaji to come..

ok i received weird calls from zac. whats is she up to? hmmm... i wonder.
crazy ar this gurl call me and ask whats my fav ice cream flavour? two fav toppings. and btween choco crunch and almonds which i prefer most. weird right? mad mad.... dont tell me shes making me ice cream cake. i will laugh. that wont come true please. weik.. dont do that hah. my tummy will hurts. zacy.. whats the plan now?

ok.. surpose to meet someone tomorrow. but i dont know if its confirm. cause someone is beeing so irritating. didnt answer my calls for like dont know how many times. and i tried to call again and yet he REJECT! freak siak. tell me straight if u dont want me to disturb u. hah. i'll be fine tho it will hurt me. damn.

didnt meet my bucuk today! miss u bebey. baru satu ari tk jumpe kau.. haha.. bout me n khiar. we are going smooth i must say. weik your jealousy can be seen la! smile la at work. chill k they are also ur friend.. muarkx.. cuk.. al the best with me ey... hahahahahaha....
i am such an evil tau. keeekekekekeke....

listening to love - sallys rejex

THREE MORE DAYS TO ..........

.Friday, January 12, 2007 ' 2:55 PM Y

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in case you people still wondering what to buy for my birthday present..
i will list it here.. haha...

i would love to have this fox belt at pacific shppin center (brown).
any simple plain watch.. (white will suit me).
hipster geans size 28/29..
any tee at pacific shppin center.
ripcurl wallet.
BIG BIG bear..
flipflops size 7/8.. i have big foot..
hmmm... silver rantai..

more more more la.. haha.. all that i list is for my cousins to choose.. especially zac she have been asking me what i wan fer my birthday. haiyo dear!! actually anything will do. nothing also nevermind. ajak go out and eat at coffee shop also can.. haha..

i miss working at swensens. five days OFF! thats my schedule. why i give so many off days i also dun noe. haha.. actually wanna study at home but cant! raining, its so cold nice to sleep and go out walk in the rain.. cool! now at home alone. got nothing to do. havin my practical at night. im afraid it will rain like yesterday. so dark and raining heavily. weeee...

ok got to go to bed for awhile, while waiting for my smelly bucuk to finish work.

taaaaaa.......

. ' 2:01 PM Y

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.Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ' 10:17 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

5th jAn 07 is my very wonderful day.. hehe..

that is the day when i get a PASS. i got my driving licence.. weeee....

i was so excited.. now can help my mummi..

all i have to do now concentrate on my studies and get my class 2B done!

weeeeee......

ten mOre days to my biRthday!!!

gettin old people!!

.Wednesday, January 03, 2007 ' 11:51 PM Y

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busy week fer me. its just the third day of 2007. well...
start school today. back to normal life.. working at two place now.
jus to cover up some thing. once i get the things i need
then all will be fine.. insyallah..

im in a so called stress life. feel like getting sick soon.
hope not! im okok happy with what i have now.
but still thinking about my past. hard to forget bout it!
but still life's have to go on. BUT STILL!!!!!
i cant its damn hard! freak.
come on i need to see u!
i jus miss u.
i know u still love me. hah!

[Ouviu que estão com alguém novo agora. desejo-o todo o melhor e permanece feliz sempre. eu ainda o amarei ma.]

such a emo sia. haha. ok darn!

khiar.. be strong and be part of me now. stay tight with me. need you. someone i loved is now gOne!! so please boy. muarkx..

seventeen days to...

.Tuesday, December 19, 2006 ' 9:48 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

thats the HIM im talking about

and thats me

when we combine..

MA!! nice meeting euu justnow..
thanks thanks for spending some time with me.. euu know alot about me.
ma as i told u before..
that was my first long term relationship
i learnt alot.
good and bad..
ups and downs..
ma.. i miss euu..
thanks for ur shoulder and ear..
haha!! huggs!!!!!

.Monday, December 18, 2006 ' 12:16 AM Y

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hey deee!! thanks for the reply.
unexpected..
well deee... i seriously dont know where i went wrong cause what i feel is that i treating u people tha same. hearing people saying bad things is so irritating . damn irritating and thru the freaking faces too.. and also sorry if cause of me your friendship with khiar not close, like it used to be. hah..

fauzy..
thank euu for beeing so frank. and i am seriously sorry zy.. i didnt know that, that words is so for real. sorry to hurt euu boy.. i didnt mean it sia.. why now? why now u tell me. arh freak.... nvm.. all over. but i will still be the same me right here to be ur .......... ok. done.

NO SCHOOL TODAY!! haha.. bored but get a rest, heee....
jus wanna wish all the best to fan for ur n' level result today..

.Friday, December 15, 2006 ' 11:40 PM Y

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well...

i suporse to work at 5pm today but thanks to adha for replacing me.. thank euu so much. after school went to kyn's house to take my things that i left at her house yesterday.and while waiting for my cousins to come i go tampines mal just to waste time btu ended up with watching movie! hah! somepeople so degil wanna watch.so no choice just to follow. welll.... a small gathering at my crib today.. makan2.. cousins and makcik and pakcik all present. cool....

niwae i think theres some misunderstanding or something with zac and me.. welll i did nothing wrong i guess. hah! wait a minute! i have heard alot from people talking behind my back.. haah.. but not to trust them well cause im sure cousins relationship are much2 stronger! and its better to hear from her own mouth. haha..

khiar...

i know euu have been thinking about this. no worry aiight. a small matter.. i dont think they are jealous cause if they do then haha!! speechless lor... we change??? i dun understand that. ok i will take it as a yes. cause if i were to say no then haha... euu know....

nevermind i will just wait for zac to talk to me.. i will just acept whatever shee gonna say.. hehe..

weeeee...........

muuuarkx...

`i miss him

.Thursday, December 14, 2006 ' 3:15 PM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

well.. thats me in penjabi. haha..

how do i look in it? okay that point of time i looked tired. yes. i am tired. no mood for photos but zac snap it. the queen of taking picture.. had fun that saturday night but not the sunday. cause all went separate ways. 'kendarat' bored and tired. that sunday night went supper with swensens crew.. haha.. i was sleepy force myself to be awake.. wearing slack. and all... but he kecorable ness is still there. went home at 2plus i gues. all of them took texi except for zy.. i still wondering why he want to walked home when he can get a FREE RIDE home? zy..zy..
school ok. work bad. driving pract i jus cant wait for my TP. bike still a long way to go.
lifes go on an on... i just wanna declare something.
i really do miss akmal. and i still do love him. hee.. hey euu! euu will always be in my heart.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO RIDHWAN

`emOs

.Tuesday, December 12, 2006 ' 1:22 AM Y

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last saturday and sunday was a BLAST! my abang sedare wedding. that is when i meet all my cousins, aunty, uncle... all gather2.. meeting my cousins especially.. weee... took lots of pictures. using far'ain's cam. haha.. as usual. ain i still waiting for euu to go online cause i still want the sunday's picture.. i have enough with saturdays picture.. hehehe... i sweat alot!!! great!

went to school and dee's missing.. beep her but didnt reply. hah! i try to concentrate but .... hahahaha.... Principal of Marketing. susa larh! everyday homework.. and i cant do it. read thru jer.. but write nothing. weeee... anyone to help? i know ma cant do that anymore. thanks for helping me with my english. well.. miss euu.. arh! starting.....!

emo...

went to work and bla bla bla bla......!!!!

to bed.

.Sunday, December 03, 2006 ' 9:19 PM Y

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~khai`nadia~

the cute couple.. heee..
like our brother and sister.

~zac`sue~

the beautiful couple..
haha.. zac had a great time with hym. *winks
i did with him. *smile
heee...

~khiar`awi~

this two boys. weee.. thanks for bringing me and zac thru and flow..
thank you bebeh.. awi! hahaha... yesterday was my first time seeing euu..
a simple and small guy. smile all euu do.
khiar! heee... u are sweet boy.

nice outing yesterday..
lurf euu all people..

`i miss euu

. ' 3:31 PM Y

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yesterday finished work at 3.00pm.me & khiar met nad, zac, khai and awi at bedok then to bugis have 'lunch' then proceed to The Cathay watched The Last Kiss. nice show. romance wad can i say.. very kecohrable time. especially when zac and awi meet! fight jer.. mcm cats and dogs.. haha.. after movie i went home straight. bored! the 5 belos sent me home. so sweet.. huggs!! when is our next outing?? haha..

muarkx!!!

.Tuesday, November 28, 2006 ' 2:57 PM Y

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gosh! i lost it!
unbeliveable sia...
careless me!
sharkxsss sia...
that thing really means alot to ME!!
what can replace that??? *criesss
shits...
im sorry.
very sorry, sorry to be so careless
now i lost something that i kept for long.
stupid me..
im sorry u...
keep yours please..

life seems to be ok.
school seems to be stress but cool.
feel jealous for something that i shud not be.
emmm...

`emO

.Saturday, November 25, 2006 ' 11:10 AM Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

i miss them all..
especially the very "handsome" one, akmal...
heee...

looking foward to meet yOu bebeh....

love`baba

.Saturday, November 18, 2006 ' 12:48 PM Y

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she study i disturb.

the belos..

cousins.. that day.

aibah.fanna.ekka

im bored. woke up early and off to cdc. hee... im dark now! esh. not tan but dark mams..
theres some picture for you too see and comment. hee..

school started for a week already. cool. start to wake up early in da morning and off to school. weee.. friends at school okay la... didnt make friend.. shy! haha.. so just stick with dee and nad! haha! exams in march. very fast taking 3 subject for exam. Business Communication. IT and Principle of Marketing! haaha.. need to concentrate.. weee.... i love school.. heee..

yesterday..
atf school met zac, fan and then to tan's crib.. talked things out with tan..
tan what we've asked you is all for a good reason. we know what we are doing. trust us you cousins. tuff tuff.. please try to listen to us. about saiful. hah! we talked. but remember what i want form you. thats all i want ok. im not here to interfere in ur rship ok. caus i myself hate pple to intefere in my rship. hah! we meet and talked for like 2houurs. haiyo...
and then zac off to work. tan to home. fan and me to tamp walk around doing nothing.
wen fan wen home. i to some where meet that kudut. hee... cause im still bored! go round and round and go home.. haha..

`i miss him